Fucked

I'm fucked. Utterly fucked.

If I don't finish my online math class before December 7th, I don't get into college.

And I don't get Christmas presents.

I need help with this.

Help me... Please?

Happy Thanksgiving (Belated)

Yesterday was so crazy that I didn't have a chance to respond! Sorry!
I hope everybody had a good Thanksgiving! I did!

I went out and did some Black Friday shopping! :)

It was bat shit crazy out!

Hey guys

Hey guys...

So you're all probably wondering what the hell is up with me... Well... A bunch of shit is going on that I don't really feel like talking about. (You understand... Right?)

I don't want to talk to people. I just want to stay in my room and stay there until I'm ready to talk to you or anybody else.

I tried to call my friend a bunch of times but she's not answering... There goes that out the fucking window. I guess that's just me, I suppose.

More later

No love tonight

-Rio

Rage of a pissed off Rio

Your eyes are wide with the fear that I installed inside your very being

Your screams are like music to my ears as you beg me to stop

Your bleeding from every part of your body

The rage I feel is only the beginnig

Why did you do this?

Why do you hate?

WHY?!

I scream at you

I kick you while you're down

I thrash at your twitching body as I wrap my arms around your neck and squeeze the very life out of you that you're begging to keep

I fucking hate your guts, you fucking bitch

I breathe out, snarling and growling

You take something good and you ruin it for everybody else

I hope you're happy, you fucking cunt

I hope that your life goes to hell in a handbasket

I hope that you fail until you can't stand it

While you beg for forgivness and say that you know what you did was wrong,

I'll watch as you get rejected

The wild you in your eyes tells me that you're ready to die

You're like a sick animal that needs to be put down

Excuse me while I rip your heart out

Excuse me while I curb stop your face

Pardon me as I rip your very being apart

If you think this is the end,

My dear, this is only the beginning

Watch out and be prepaired

You've pissed me off

That's a huge no no

You've unlocked the beast within me

You have to take responsibility for what you did

I hope your happy, you fucking bitch

I hope we never cross paths

Because if I ever see your fucking face again

I'll fucking kill you

I'll take you into a dark alley and slit your throat

I'll watch as you fall dead to the ground

Your blood spilling around your body

But that won't be enough

I'll beat you with a pipe

I'll unload all my rage onto your dead body

Wishing that you could feel the pain and the anger that I feel now

Go die, you fucking bitch

Go to hell

I hope you die

Goodbye

Buono!

Has anybody heard of the Japanese group called "Buono!"? They're good. I suggest clicking this link right here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ptdJYBDxMxg&feature=related

I want to raid their closet so bad... :D

In other news...

ITS SUPPOSED TO SNOW SHOWER TONIGHT AND TOMORROW! (but none of it will stay... :/ )

Well... I guess that's all for now.

Until then, my darlings

~Rio!

Paramore

I take it you've all heard of the band, "Paramore" right? Well... If anybody knows me, then they'd know that I'm not a huge fan of them, but lately I can't get "Playing God" out of my head and I can't stop listening to it. I don't know what it is about the song... "Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror"

Oh! In other news! My friend had her baby! She's a month early (She was supposed to be born December 5th) and she was supposed to get married on 11/11/11, but her baby was born 11/10/11. (They got married in the hospital). The baby's name is Ember. My other friend has a baby named Shyloh. (If anybody's seen "Genetic Opera" then they named her after Shiloh.) I'm an auntie either way.

Blegh. I've been reading a bunch of Fanfiction as of late. I guess you could say that I'm picky about the kind of Fan fiction I read. Oh! I also saw the new episode of The Big Bang Theory and I have Bones recording on my DVR so that I can re-watch it later (and fast-forward through all the commercials!)

I have not been able to find any Peach Tea in Walla Walla. Grr... Arizona Tea. It's pretty good. It's not Arizona, it's Peace Tea. (Hey, tea is tea, but I'm picky about what kind of tea I drink). Oh well. I'll drink Razzleberry. There's been alot of drama in my family as of late. *sighs* I wish that I could just bury myself in a good fan fiction (that I haven't read about a trillion times) or a good book (one that I haven't read yet or a trillion times).

It's like whenever I ask somebody what's wrong, they always... ALWAYS give me their life story! All I did was ask what's wrong and I end playing counselor to them! ALWAYS! (I mean, I don't really mind it's just that I don't give good advice (Well, that's just me))

Rio needs a new laptop!!!!! STAT!!! Sigh. I guess this is what I get for having mine for 8+ years. The battery is good on it still... Dammit... Grrr...

I guess that's all the updates that I have...

Until then, darlings!

~Rio!

Thanksgiving!

I know this is early, but I hope that everybody has a good and safe Turkey day! I hope that you eat until your hearts content and watch the football game! (or is that Christmas?)

Blegh.

Well, My darlings... It looks like the cold front has moved in. I don't know what it is, but my room is freezing! Maybe it's a draft from the windows or something...

Next week is Thanksgiving! What are you thankful for? Let's see... I'm thankful for...

+ Friends

+ Family

+ Books

There's more I'm thankful for, I don't want to sound corny at all. :/

I hope it snows soon! I wish I was back in Minnesota... Then I'd know I'd get a white friggin' Christmas!

Until then, lovies.

~ Rio!

CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN!

It's 47 days until Christmas!!!! Whoohoo!!!
I already decorated (part) of my room with a set of lights and a string of Christmas garland.
I'm going to do my Christmas shopping near 12/1/11 or near the middle of December.
I AM HYPER OFFA CANDY CANES!
They're sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Hopefully, I'll be in college by my birthday-- 2/13/12)


Ciao, darlings!
~Rio!

Holidays

Well... I sit here with nothing to do. Well... I must confess that I DO have something to do, but I'm to lazy to do it. I need to clean my "room" if that's what you want to call it. It's a small room. My bed takes up nearly the whole damn thing. Its funny. Sigh...

Thanksgiving is almost here. I can't wait. A huge turkey, mashed potatoes, corn, green beans, PUMPKIN PIE! Mmm... I wait ALL YEAR for some good ol' pumpkin pie. Just like I wait all year for the Pumpkin Spice Latte at Starbucks. I only drink those around October/November and then in December I drink the Peppermint Latte. (Because It reminds me of Christmas) and it'll taste so much sweeter because I'll have some snow to enjoy it with. :D

As you can tell, I LOVE snow. I wait for it all year and then when it comes, I'm all giddy and happy. I'm more of a Winter person than a Summer person. Same goes with Fall. I love Fall because the leaves turn colors and it gets colder, signalling the beginning of the Winter season. Plus, putting up Christmas decorations and listening to Christmas music... YEAH!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D

Well... that's all dearies.
Thanks for reading!
~Rio