My Dearest... Fluffball? (Aparently that's my blogs name now.. .Considering it's 1am and I'm tired as fuck!... lol. :) )

My dearest... Fluffball?


Let me be the first to apologize on ignoring you for so long. I guess I haven't been blogging like I should have and I'm sorry for that. (I'm sure Kat is sorry, also, lol).

It's finally July. Just two more months and then I'm off to college. I'll have my snow and my thunderstorms back! ^w^ ~

Just two more months and then I'm on my own. I'll be off into the real world and it'll be fucked up. lol.

Sleepless nights have once again been following me. For the past few weeks (or fuck... ever since July started, but mostly the past few weeks) I've noticed that my sleeping patterns have changed. (It's kind of hard not too, lol). I'll stay up all night and then I'll sleep all day. Fucked up, isn't it? I think my internal body clock is finally like, "Wait, why are we having Samwise going to bed so early?! It's summer! She ALWAYS stays up all night and sleeps all day during the summer!" (Sarcasm) So I'm glad that my internal body clock decided to catch up in the times with me... NOT!

I haven't cleaned my room since... May... I think... It's along time for a room to be all messy. BUT! There is no trash or dirty dishes laying around. Or pop cans and/or water bottles. :)

Oh yeah, did I forget to mention that mom and my uncle are moving to Walla Walla, WA? I hear that WW, WA get's hella thunderstorms. L-U-C-K-Y!!

My two friends are pregnant and they're both having daughters. They named their kids: Shyloh (For reference, watch Repo! The Genetic Opera) and Ember. (No reference for that... lmao)

My life has been... Bleak, I guess to say. Sleeping all day leaves me with like... NO energy whatssoever. I guess you could say that it pisses me off some, but it's whatever. My excuse is, "Getting all the sleep I get because once I leave for college, I can't sleep in unless it's the weekends and holidays, and I'm lucky to even sleep in on the weekends"

Oh! Speaking of college... I GOT INTO THE DORMS!!!! I'LL BE STAYING THERE THE ENTIRE YEAR I'M AT SCHOOL!

I'm just a TAD excited, lol. I'm SOOOOOOOOOOO happy about that. I've been going through my clothes and books and DVD's and whatever else I'm going to pack with me to TAKE to the dorms and WHAT NOT to take with me. Makes sense, right? I think it does... So FUCK YOU! lol. :)

I dunno... I guess that's it for now. I'll blog back later. :)

Ciao,
Samwise.