Failure

I wish that I could have done things differently
To make you proud of me
But instead you're all disappointed in me
I'm sorry that I couldn't have done better
I'm sorry that I couldn't be who you wanted me to be
I'm sorry that I'm such a failure at life
You don't get the feelings that I have
Such guilt and disappointment
I want to crawl into a hole and cry
I want to disappear and never re-appear
Maybe if I disappear then you don't have to worry
About me disappointing you ever again
I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy
I'm sorry I'm such a fucking failure