Not Afraid

Life won't wait for you. Life is a bitch.
When it comes down to it...
It's all up to you

No matter what you do or say
Nothing can change what you've already set it motion
You say things that you wish you could take back

You did things you wish you could take back
It's like a bad taste in your mouth
A bad nightmare
Only this won't go away

You can feel it in your heart
Every beat of your heart
You know it's there...
You can't blame it on anybody else

People talk shit.

Drama.
Unwanted
Fuckin'
Drama.

You want to be left alone
Locked away from the world
Ashamed of what you've become

You want to hide your true colors
But they've already been shown to us
Sitting alone
You realize that everything you've ever known
Has all been a lie

Until one day
When you pick up the pieces
Dust yourself off
Look life straight in the eye

You're not intimitated anymore
Confidence runs strong
Roars through your veins
You feel good

You want more.
You go out and confide in your problems
Slap them all in the face
For being so fuckin' stupid

For not believin in you
For always doubting you
For turning you away
Kicking you when you're down

You'll take a stand for what you believe in
Voice your opinion
They can't silence you anymore
You're stronger than they are now

All the clouds clear
You look up into the sky
Realizing the answer's been in front of you
The whole entire time

You wish you could still take it back
You stop looking back on the past
You face your demons
You stand your ground

You show them who's boss
Taking control of your life
When they realize what you've become
They're all afraid of you

You stand proud and alive
Screaming, pounding, taking it out
Adrenaline runs high

You've done it
You got free from them
Doesn't it feel good?
They can't hurt you anymore

They can't put you down
Can't tell you what to do
Can't show you
Can't teach you

You block them all out
Telling yourself that it isn't worth it
Because you're done with them
They don't exist

The only thing that does
Is YOU!
You're all on your own
And it feels good.

Live life the way you want it
With no worries about them
You can finally breath
Can finally smile 

All because you stood up
Took it in your own hands
Not giving a fuck about what you said

You don't care if you hurt them or not
For all the pain and suffering they did to you
You hope that they get the same thing

You're happy
You're proud
You don't give a fuck!

It was worth it in the end
To scream and yell at them
Telling them to "Fuck Off!"

Seeing the shock on their faces
When you spoke those words
They're speechless

Everything else
Is all in the past
You're in control of your future

In the end...
You finally see that light
You do what you've been wanting to do for years.

You walk towards it.