Monday, October 24, 2011

Freaking Out

Well. I've had 2 panic attacks today and 1 anxiety attack. Those are always fun. :/
I STILL don't have my math done and I'm HOPEFULLY moving on Wednesday. Dammit... This fucking sucks.
I STILL haven't finished cleaning because I'm having a hard time getting it done!
My friend went up to Spokane, WA and won't be back until Thursday.
I'm NOT facing my grandmother WITHOUT my diploma. I already feel like shit. :(

I feel like shit... No... I feel LOWER then shit. I'm depressed and I don't want to ask anybody else for help because I can't handle the rejection. :/
I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I wanna throw a fit!

I guess I'm a failure. I'm useless... Sigh..

No comments:

Post a Comment