Sleepless in Walla Walla

Uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My internal body clock is all fucked up. I just...woke up out of the blue and it's only 3am. :/
Maybe I'll catch the sunrise this morning. Make some coffee, shower, and fold some laundry.

Anyway... Mom's getting married....That's just fucking weird. Her boyfriend and his 6 year old are moving in here and Tom is moving out. I'm staying. I'm going to school and I'm going to go find a job and shit. *sighs*

So I've been sorting and going through shit. Meh.

I've lost weight!! I was at 280, but now I'm at 277. I'm so proud of myself.

Mom seems to think my stomach is shrinking. I was lifting and moving stuff around the last few weekends and now when I'm hungry, I'll only take a few bites before I'm full. Which sucks because I love food, but I just can't eat it as much anymore. :'(

Her boyfriend and kid are coming tomorrow and might stay the weekend or something. I'll just stay in my room like I have been doing.

Ugh.

Lack of sleep + hyper Rio = A "I'm-hyper-but-I'm-really-bitchy-if-you-piss-me-off-and-I'm-more-easily-annoyed" Rio D.

Sigh. Oh well. Maybe it's time for a hair cut.

~Rio

Blog Neglagance

I am sooooooooooooo sorry! I've been like...SUPER busy lately!
*sighs*
I don't know where to begin... Though...Usually the beginning is a nice place to start.

My friend offered me to live with her and her husband (Also a friend of mine), and their daughter in Beaverton, Oregon. I'd go to school in PCC (Portland Community College). I wanna get into Columbia University. (New York).

Vacation

So I'm staying the night at my mom's friend's house (though, I guess she's my friend also) and she has this dog named Sheila. She's a mix between a lab and a golden retriever. She's the sweetest dog. I got to her house today and she was whimpering and she was all up in my grill, which is okay. :)
Mom never got me a dog, so I guess Sheila is the replacement for whenever I see her. :D
She also has two cats: Bobcat Bob and George. I miss my Angel :/

I haven't really been home or blogging much, but I guess I should tell you that I flunked out of college. (fun). So now I might take a job at UPS doing the night shift. (Moving boxes around, I think). It isn't so bad. I could just go in the Fall and shit.

Well...I guess that's it. I'll write more when I get home!
~Rio

Summer

So, if anybody knows me (or reads my blogs), then you know that I keep telling (or ranting) that no women should lean on a guy, or wait for him, etc, etc. Well, I really like this guy, but he has some "Concerns associating with me because he's stuck on getting back together with his ex-girlfriend". What the fuck does that mean? Sigh. 

My Summer Goals:

~ Make it through Summer classes

~ Lose weight (Starting a new diet soon)

~ Make no time for self

~ Always keep busy*

*Always keep busy. If something's weighing on my mind and I don't wanna think about it, I make sure I have plenty to do so I DON'T think about it. Even if it causes stress down the line later. I don't care. 

Maybe I'll cut my hair this Summer and color it... Who knows... Thoughts? (Maybe I'll do that after I lose weight). 

More later, 

~Rio

Vacation Blog Entry 2

Yo!

I hung out with my best friends last night. My mom's friend came down with his son and step son. I'll admit; the step-son is really cute. Anyway. It was my friend, me, and him. He (who does have a name. Let's call him...Ski) drove us to her place and we all hung out with my friend's husband. Lyzz and Vox crashed around... 12:45am, so me and Ski drove around until 2 or 3 in the morning. Did you know that the street's are empty at those times? Which means only THREE things are open. a 7-11, Jack in the box, and Wal-Mart. Sigh.

So I have a crush on Ski. I do. Once we got back to the hotel, I asked, "Do you have a girl waiting for you back home?" he said, "I'm trying to make things work out with my ex-girlfriend" I asked him what was wrong and he told me. We walked into the hotel and to the room I was staying in. I knocked on the door and my mom answered, but shut the door. I turned to him and I said, "Well, if things don't work out, I'll be here. Hit me up" and he said, "Yeah, I will" (*Part of me is hoping that it DOESN'T work out with him and his ex because I wanna be with him, but on the other hand, I hope it does, because he deserves to be happy--even if it isn't with me. *Sighs**)

So we got back to the hotel and we hung out for a little while longer and then we both went to our rooms and went to sleep.

TODAY! 

I got up around...8:45am. I thought that they already left, so I threw off the covers, jammed my shoes on my feet and let the room--only to discover that they were still sleeping. Lol. So I went back to my room, showered, woke up some more, and packed up all my crap. Mom and I went over to Ken's room and woke him up. Told him that breakfast ended at 9.30 (But the lady was nice enough to keep it open for 10 more minutes) and we went back to his room and woke the boys up. Ski was harder to wake up, but he woke for "Biscuits and Gravy"

I walked over to the Chevron station across the street and got me a Monster and Ski a Red Bull. Walked back to the hotel, sat next to Ski and said, "Here. Have a morning present". He kind of had a confused look on his face, but laughed and smiled when he saw the Red Bull. (*See, I'm a nice friend :) *)

He finishes breakfast and he goes and has a cigarette, so I join him and we started talking and I think I said something about not seeing each other for awhile and he said, "We'll be seeing more of each other once our parents get together"

FAST FORWARD TO ME AND MOM LEAVING

So mom and I were getting ready to leave, so we were saying our goodbye's and whatever, I was walking with Ski and mom just motioned me the other way. Ski and I stopped and I told him I'd see him around. He hugged me and told me to have fun and a safe trip. I hugged him back. (*I'll admit. I loved being hugged by him. And this is coming from a person who doesn't like to be touched or hugged. But for him, I'll make an exception :) *)

So I gave him my number and my Facebook stuff. I told him that there were Auction's that happened every other weekend (*I think*) in Hermiston and I told him that I usually go and he sounded interested. So once me and mom left, I texted him and told him that my mom's friend is having a yard sale this weekend and that I'll be there Friday night and asked if he wanted to chill and hang out. He replied back to tell him when or where it is and he'll see if he can go. So I told him the address. I'm thinking of texting him tomorrow and asking if he wanted to meet and G&J's (*My mom's friend and her hubby own the place. It's a burger joint*) on maybe...Friday or something. Maybe mom could drop me off at Ken's apartment or something... So that we could hang out there.

I really wanna tell him that I like him and stuff. But, I told him that I was available and to hit me up if it didn't work out with his ex. He sounded interested.

Once Ski and I left Lyzz and Vox's place last night, I figured that he'd just drive us back to the hotel and that was that. He got hungry and we drove around to find a place for him to eat. Jack in the box. Once he did that and got another Red Bull, we just drove around and talked about stuff. The atmosphere was very comfortable. (*I dunno... To me, it seemed...natural, I guess*) He lives in Bend, OR (*Where I was going to go to college in the first place...lol*) and I live in W^2, WA. He's not leaving until July to go back to school and such.

Mom and I arrived at Seaside at 3:20pm... I realized that after shopping and coming back to the hotel room, there's NOTHING TO DO. I am SO. FUCKING. BORED. I had such a good time last night, that now... Pfft... I dunno... *sighs*. I wanna hang out with Ski some more. It's nice to hang out with someone near my own age (*He's in his 20's*).

I'll stop talking about Ski and whatever's.

I'm sitting in my hotel room and I realize that I. Didn't. Pack. The. Ramen.
Did you just read that?
I. Didn't. Pack. The. Ramen
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Plus, no vending machine's that the hotel (*None that I've seen*)
Damn. Foiled again

~Rio

Tiredness

Ugh. So. Fucking. Tired. I know it's only 11pm....

Dammit, I'm friggin tired... My phone is on crack and not cooperating... *sighs*

~Rio

Portland Zoo! (Start of Vacation Blog 1!*)

I GOTS TO GO TO THE ZOO AND SEE THE AMINALS! (*Yes. I realize I spelt "Animals" wrong.*)

I got to see:

~ One Leopard
~ One Tiger
~ 3 lioness's and 1 lion
~ 1 Zebra
~ 2 Hippos
~ 1 Rhino
~ Giraffe's
~ Wild Dogs
~ Giselle
~ A few statues

PICTURE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Typical Male... Always laying around doing absolutely nothing. xD

She looked at me!!! :D 

Someone didn't have their Wheaties this morning. 

Hippo! 

"I didn't do it...Honest!"

Hmph. Fine. Ignore me. 

I was facing the Zebra's ass. Obviously. 

Better view. At least you see his face! 

Grazing! 

Yes. That was my time at the zoo!

~Rio

Vacation

ONE MORE FINAL AND THEN IT'S VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe.

Well, I guess that's it.

~Rio

Meh

So, I decided to finish my "Crypt" sheet for my final tomorrow and I just got angry... I don't know what over.

"Next time you a point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror"

~Rio

Blogger

A tale as old as time/ True as it can be/ Barely even friends/ Then somebody bends unsuspectingly/ Just a little change/ Slow to say the least/ Both a little scared/ Neither on prepared/ Beauty and the Beast. 


Meh. Figured I'd start off this blog with a Disney song.
Last day for actual classes is tomorrow.
Then it's finals.
I hope the week goes by fast.
I can't wait until Friday.

RIO IS GOING ON VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Of course, she'll have her camera. :)
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand her lappy!! :D

I have a week off and then on the 18TH it's BACK to school. :'(

More later

~Rio

Depressed/Rant

Maybe it's because I'm tired.... I don't know. Maybe it's because finals are coming up... I don't know. But I'm starting to get depressed and I don't know why. I've been listening to Eminem's "Beautiful".

I write in my journal and I write in my blog, but I need a person to talk too. The problem is... Nobody wants to talk to me back. Where are my "friends" when I need them the most? Where are they when I need to talk to them? I help them with their problems and this is how they thank me? By not being there for me? That's utter bullshit.

I'll just deal with it on my own-- Just like I always have.

My shoulders have been bothering me some today... I've been studying for hours for my math final (Teacher gave us a practice final).

Monday= Last day for classes
Tuesday= Sociology Final
Wednesday= Math Final
Thursday= Psych Final
Friday= Vacation

I get a week off and then on 6/18/12 June is when Summer Quarter starts. I get to go to school the ENTIRE fucking summer. Whoo-fucking-hoo.

This fucking sucks. I'm constantly searching for a quiet spot, but everybody seems to come bother me. I just want to be left alone by my mom. But she always has to come fucking talk to me and tell me shit that I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God, I can't wait to get the fuck out of here. At least I believe in myself-- fuck everybody else.
Go to hell, you haters.

~Rio